~GummY~

~GummY~
weeeeee

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

its not i am thinking my fren yg always backup me..
but they always help me in no matter way but i am wondering why my own sister's can't
thats what i mean..
i noe its quite ridiculous to express what i feel here but if i dont do that..
u all still think that i am short sighted,inmatured, n so on..
but cud u please tell me yanie..
is anyone of u knows what im facing here???
if u think i am burding u to sent me to bangi to pick me up
its ok..like i said before..if i can do it by myself i'll do it..
there's only small number of pple knows bout my blog..so u dont have to worry for the pple reading..
n if ayah was reading my post..im sorry ( im not the one who shows that post to him)
i just take my blog as my only space to burst everything i feel..
n specificly im talking about my sister..im asking u all to understand me..please!!!
becoz im sick n bored of hearing
ima hang ni jgn nk mgade2 sgt,ima hang ni sume dpt lebih,ima hang ni tu hang ni ni
i knew where shud i put myself in the family n i guess i always get the lowest lowest lowest position. n i felt it long long time ago since i was small. i noe kak yong will get angry n said everything that she want to me..but its ok.
this is my blog..this is my space.so everything happend iwes just in here.dont drag it out.

to my mum and dad..
im soorry becoz u have a younger daughter like this..
its not im memberontak but only me know myself..
i kept it too long n its burst that nite..

Thursday, December 18, 2008

miss them all..

just now i i opened my frens blog..


sorry if u feel like im cerobohin ur blog..


i found this picture..


hoo..GIRLFRIEND ARE GOLD..yea..
its true..i still lurve all of u as my fren but i noe some of u not..
becoz of some reasons..or mybe stupid reason..a mistake done by me n other other side i lose all of u..
i do mis all of u..
to wish everything become like the old days..
mybe its imposible..
but again..im soorryy..

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Dear Blog..

i really love tis song..
"When The Rains Begins To Fall"
sings by PAPA BEAR..
what a connections..hehe..some pple used to call me gummybear..
so i can simply said like i ddcte tis song to someone..
bcoz i had anylize the lyrics..
its really in ME! i do pray My MAMA to live forever..
so i dedicte tis song to MY FAMILY n my love one..
now tgh mencri mane boleh download lgu niee..
haishh..susah nye bile wan dah x on9..susah nk cri lgu..kuikui..
but its okay..someday or somehow i noe tis song will be added in my lappy n my mp3..

eehheheheheheheheh

Cuba kau dengar Cuba kau cuba Diam bila ku cuba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu Pernahkah kau ada Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati Dan bila kau bersuara Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa Siapa Sebenarnya aku padamu Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu Dan bila Tiada lagi teman bermain Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu Cuba kau lihat Cuba kau cuba Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu Pernahkah kau ada Bila ku perlu Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri Dan bila kau perlu Setia ku menunggu Agar senang kau merasa Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu Mungkin sama dengan teman lain Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila Tiada lagi teman bermain Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku Itulah aku…padamu Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta Untuk kau mendengarUntuk kau melihat ke mataku Siapa Sebenarnya aku padamu Mungkin sama dengan teman lain Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila Tiada lagi teman bermain kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku itulah aku…padamu

Sunday, December 7, 2008

quick updates

there's no updates..hahahahah..
selamat hari raya haji!!

Friday, December 5, 2008

the Day!!

the day has come!!!!!!
hehehe...
tonite my parent n my eldest sis will arrive from UK..
*JUMPJUMP*
rindu gilerr laaa kt mak ayah..heheheh..
ayah hari2 ima pkai bju ayah ( rindu nehhh) ..yanie pon!! agagaagag..
ayah balik ni jgn terkejut bju ayah hilang..kehkehkeh..
hurmmm..early in tis morning,my bro called me at 2.28 am
time tu dah berlayar tah ke mane..kaco je bangah niee call time org tgh tido..
semate2 nk ckp.."hang dah tido ke?lek r bro..awal lagi ni hang nk tido dah"
pale otak lu! cpuk pale kang..dah la kaco org tido..ckp mcm tu lak..
dah x igt dh ckp ape ngn bangah sbb tgh mamai2 gile..heheheh..
okeyh2..dah x tau nk ckp pe..

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

handphone..=(

uwaaaaaaa!!! bile agaknye dpt bile handphone nieee..=(..
sapini cpt2 sket dpt duet..blanje aku beli hnfon nie..heheh..bday aku dh dekat!! hahahah

Dear N81,
just wait for any any moment..u will be mine someday..:)
i hope so..huhuhu

Dear Friends..
sape yg baek hati nk bg sy hnfone ni?? ade xx???
hehehehe..

online shopping!!



last nite i did my online shopping..tis r wat i bought from DNA celebritystyles..heheh..only cost me RM59 n tis one :


i bought tis for sapini..ngeh ngeh

tgh tunggu awal reply my email..mane lah awal niee..xreti bgun pg ke..kang x byr kang br tauu!! :p

boring

boring boring boring like always..
i miss him..heheheh..
blurr numb n skit kepale..
today keje aku tidooo jee bcoz i have a fever..
n skit tekak..
n i hven't eat anything yet..its alredy 6.3o pm
my sister is coming back late..
so i just wait for her while blogging..heheh

Monday, December 1, 2008

.....

its alredy 2.21 am in the morning..sapini is in yana's room playing cards with nadia..n im alone..
jsut now i read a note..y ehh i opened that note..kalo x bkak kn bguzz..haihh..
hey..not everyone r bad..everyone have their own kekurangan n nobody's perfect..
u r sooo vain!! n for me u r too ego n become sooo motherqueen!! blah la..
aku pn x ingin nk jmpe kauu..buat skit mate aku jeee..
mybe bcoz today im so not cnformtble wit myself..i miss him..n at the same time i tink he doesn't think about me either..or mybe he mad at me..or mybe he hate me more then before..hehe..hahmmm
i dunno..just wait for everything goes like always..sorry for everything my dear..
i am so regret for everything happened..