~GummY~

~GummY~
weeeeee

Thursday, December 24, 2009

SAYANG

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita terima je apa yg orang tu kata
Tapi bila dia kata kat kita?
Hati kata takpe manusia tak perfect..


Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita tunggu dia lame pun takpe
Tapi bila dia tunggu kita dia marah-marah,
Hati kata ala adatlah,
ada yang menununggu & ditunggu..

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita tak tidor pun takpe,
Layan dia yg tengah bosan,
Tapi bila kita bosan ada dia layan kita?
Hati kata takpe dia busy kot..


Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita gadoh dengan dia, kita diam je
Tapi dia heboh 1 dunia
Hati kata takpe, dia tension tu..

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita call nak cakap ngan dia
Tapi dia bagi phone kat orang laen
Bila jadi camtu, takpe
Hati kata, takpe, layan je, kawan dia, kawan kita gak..

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita bercerita dgn dia, ibarat cerita ngan tunggul lagi baik
Tapi bila dia bercerita ngan kita
Kita dengar, sepatah-sepatah kite ingat
Hati kata takpe sayang la katakan..


Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita dan dia lapar
Tapi kita bagi sume roti kita kat dia
Hati kata, ala jagalah hati dia, sian dia..


Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita sanggup bagi dia rest bila dia letih,
Tapi bila kita letih, dia suruh jugak kita layan dia bila dia bosan
Adil ker macam tu?
Hati kata, ala bukan selalu pun..


Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita jadi cam orang gila apabila dengar dia sakit,
Tp bila kita tengah sakit,
Dia siap kuar ngan kawan-kawan dia meraikan hari kesakitan kita,
Hati kata, ala takpe, tak kn dia nak berkepit ngan kita 24 jam..

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita tak pernah pentingkan diri sendiri
Tapi dia hipokrit tahap gaban
Hati kata takpe, dia memang camtu kene lah terima..

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita tak sanggup tengok dia derita
Tapi dia tak pernah hargai diri kita,
Hati kata, tau tak betapa kita sayangkan dia??

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita sanggup tinggalkan dia selama-lamanya
Untuk dia bahagia
Tapi adakah dia tahu pengorbanan yang kita lakukan itu??

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Merindukanmu ;(

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua

Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada

Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Reff :

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas

Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu

Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana

Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya

Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada

Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Prayer

i hope everything is going to be fine when i alredi have my gagaks hitam by my side..;)

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Disspointed.

hello everybody..
hurm..im still in kl..
waiting for the posmen..


*blurr*

Monday, November 30, 2009

Its Over =))

Its over my fren. its over..there's no more APU in my life.
please pray for me so that im always happy as before..

he dont need me as i need him.

~END~

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Waiting is a...

IM STILL WAITING FOR MR POSMEN. PLEASE COME !!!

Current..

Di waktu rinduku mengemis
Secebis ehsan
Airmataku yang bergenang
Kau biar jatuh

Berlinangan
Tanpa kau cuba memujukku

Tergamak lihat ku tersungkur
Menggamit hampa
Sisa hari ku sarat mendung
Menanti hujan

Bertahun lama
Aku pun derita sendiri
Bertingkah sedih dengan sepi
Ada mungkin takdirku begini

Akhirnya Tuhan
Berikan jawapan yang murni
Bukannya aku yang berdosa
Dambakan cinta suci

Sebaliknya kau buta hati
Tak nampak kasih yang kau cari

Diri ini
Menangis di depan matamu

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

NOT SATISFIED

IM NOT SATISFIED !!!X PUAS HATI !!

UWAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

Friday, November 20, 2009

WHEN CIK GUMMY SUDAH BORING !!!




muahahahaahahaha !! gummy dh NIkahhhh !!! yeaaayyy !! =D


berangan 1

berangan 2





heheehhe =D

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

CARI JODOH =D

somehow i like to hear this song.. funny plus sedap plus mmg kena ngn aku pon! hahaah

enjoy =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3a60nCKB9k

Apa salahku apa salah ibuku
Hidupku dirundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

*
Timur ke barat selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
Oh tuhan inikah cobaan

**
Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

***
Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau

Back to *, **, ***

Ibu bapak punya anak
Bilang-bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

harming

it such a stressfull nite.
pple that i love harm me back.
thanks for that dear..thanks so much!
after being such a doll to you..
after being such a stupid to u..
after being such a moron to u..
u did this for me..thanks!!!!!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

HOMEY!!!!

hey everyone..lama x blogging..
nway..im HOME!!!

semalam sampai konvoi ramai. hehe. happy cuz ada kereta kesukaan ( JJE ) konvoi sekali dekat belakang. haha. ngek sila jgn marah. joking only..haha

ok sampai kl terus pg OU. usha2 barang. Gosh! i reaaly2 damn suka beg guess ungu tu :(((((
haaihh. keciwa2!!

nothing to say much la cuz takde benda yg nk ditulis kan. plus i have no mood for today.

so, next even is RAYA. n HAppy Raya Everyone!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

My Kind of husband =D

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
-Not really. If too handsome, kang susah pulak. So, sedap mata memandang cukup lah

2. Smart?
- Yes pls

3. Preferred age?
- Older than me.

4. Preferred height?
- Must be taller than me.

5. How about sense of humor?
- Ouh yes. Not too serious. Someone who can make me laugh.

6. How about piercings?
- No thank you.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- Defntly yes. He accpt me the way i am. my past. present. and future.

8. Pink hair?
- Errr no thanks. A big no no!

9. Mushy or no?
- Sedang sedang enufff hihi

10. Thin or fat?
- Not so thin. N no fat.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- white..fair lahhh

12. Long hair or short hair?
- Short hair pls. belah tengah is better ngee

13. Plastic or metal?
- Dfntly no plastic. Eww

14. Smells good?
- Hihihi yes!

15. Smoker?
- I dont mind.

16. Drinker?
- A BIG NO PLEASE.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- Boleh jugak.

18. Muscular?
- No need so much lah ketul2 here n there. Sikit2 dah okay?

19. Plays piano?
- Hihihi thats a plus. :D

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- Ooo, thats a plus either.

21. Plays violin?
- Dah pulak. macam feminine sgt kot. So. No need lah

22. Sings very good?
- Hhihii, no need also. Enuff if he can sings nice songs to me.

23. Plays football?
- Dfntly yeah. Turn on habes tgk dia maen hoho

24. With glasses?
- Depends kot

25. With braces?
- Alamak, taknak lah. But i dont mind

26. Shy type?
- Not so shy.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- Ouh pls taknak

28. Active or passive?
- Active.

29. Tight or bomb?
- Tight? errr geliii

30. Singer or dancer?
- Neither

31. Stunner?
- Urm jgn lah, Susah nti

32. Hiphop?
- No thanks.

33. Earrings?
-Dont want

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-un
til-you-drop?
- Err its okay kot

35. Dimples?
- Cute what. Why not

36. Bookworm?
- As long as his not a geek dah lah

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- Eh eh, NAK!

38. Playful?
- Yeah baby.

39. Flirt?
- To me okay, but to the rest of girls, pls taknak

40. Poem writer?
- Ohoo, i bagi A+!!

41. Serious?
- Not too serious.

42. Campus crush?
- Hmm, entah

43. Painter?
- Arty habes,ape salahnye.

44. Religious?
- The one who can bimbing family lah. Cukup ilmu agama

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- Jgn lah. No need.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- Not too much geek. Jgn mengadap computer 24/7 sudah.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- Err tak perlu

48. Loyal or faithful?
- Both pls.

49. Good kisser?
- Yes!

50. Loves children?
- DEFNTLY! :)

My Mood..

currently listening to i just cant stop loving you by gloria estafen n luther vandergros. besh !!!

AKAY, AWAK JANGAN MARAH YE BACE POST SYE. HAHAHA !!

SAYA TOUCHING DENGAN AWAK !!!!

POST INI SAYA TULIS KHASS UNTUK LELAKI KACAK + CUTE + MACHO YANG PERNAH SAYA JUMPA DALAM DUNIA INI :

MOHAMMAD MUZAKKIR @ AKAY YANG CUTE




( sila jangan perasan awak tu John Mayer , nak termuntah sye tahu takk !! )

SAYA TOUCHING LAH DENGAN AWAK MALAM NI . TAK PAYAH LAH BELANJA SAYA . TERUSKAN AKTIVI JOGET LAMBAK AWAK TU . SAYA SUKA TENGUK AWAK JOGET . MACAM KETAM GEDIK PON ADA . SAYA NAK PESAN BULAN2 PUASA JANGAN SELALU BUAT BENDA2 NAKAL YE . WALAUPUN SAYA TACING DENGAN AWAK TAPI SAYA SAYANG AWAK SELALU.
lihat2 gamba di bawah ini..cute kan yang berbaju hitam tuuu ::))))

Saturday, August 22, 2009

RAMADHAN

hye ouls.. hari ni is hari first puasa n i am fasting =D..at home okey ? bukan dekt vegas . yes !

Semalam jumpa atoy n sab dekat klcc. last minutes plan . sampai klcc pon pukul 6 pm. dinner wif atoy kat burger king. Terbaek. dah lama x jumpa my buchuk shayang tu. Teman Sab shopping beli baju dan seluar n sempat mengusha Kacang kt Giodarno. wah cute bangat .T.T . igtkan dapat tenguk wayang dengan chemark midnyte tapi plan terpakse cancel sbb x g tgok tiket pon. sigh

erm bulan puasa ni nak buat apa :

kalo boleh nk jadi budak baik. kalau boleh lah. tanak tinggal solat . n nk selalu mengaji. perlu disiplin tinggi ni. Pagi tadi bangun sahur means bermula lah Ramadhan hati tiba2 rasa tenang saaangaatt setenang sekarang .=D. Petanda baek kah ?

kalau dulu rasa sayang sangat dekat "dia " tapi now ni i think im heartless to him.. =D.
Doa dah makbul kot. huhu.

Now ni plan nk sahur ngn Fizah jimbetbet ngn Diana..=D
majmuk betul.. me n diana was schoolmate n me n fizah was collagemate n fizah n diana was besties when stndart 6..how connective!! im sho happy lahhh..donno why..

now its already 5.40 pm and its about 1 hr n half to berbuka..so Happy berbuka everyone !

Friday, August 14, 2009

picture picture !!


the fish spaa !!!!

baru lepas keluar mayfair..from seventh heaven !

my faveret : orange freeze jco !!

holidays !!!

hye ouls ! pictures kat bawh ni from cupcake chic. nth nape mengong plak blog ni xleh nk post pic n comment together.

this cupcake chic , my new faveret cupcake. mmg lain dr yg lain . but its so sweet as well ! once in month je boley mkn.

this week , my holidays was not as bored as the first week . on tuesday , finally hari beronggeng bersama rakan went well as planned even some of us cannot make it. but fun never fade away ! thanks fren for that day ! watching proposal makes me cry !!! hahahah !!! sweet story ! meatballs ??? cravinnggg like hell ! phew ! seronok sangat even malam tu dah pasrah mcm x jd je meeting kite kan freens??

on wednesday , i went to pavilion due to Mayfair's opoitment . had my dinner there n sweet cuppy from cupcake chic .

on thurday , erm.. buat pe eh thurday ?? lupa lah. rasanye duduk rumah je kot .

on friday , again , i went to pavilion . but this time my journey ws a bit thrill!
is a rainy day when i am totally reach bukit bintang ! haiyaa!! wat to do . redah jeeeee..walking in the rain at star hill ?? wtc ! nice experiance .without umbrella ok ? nk buat mcm mana . dah nk pukul 6. apoitment dgn Mayfair pukul 6.30
still..ada masa for my orange freeze oh oh love it!
after all the treatment , me n yanie went to Kenko Reflexiology n Fish Spa !
we finally decided to have the fish spa for the first time . seronok ! good services!
mula2 mmg geli habiss but it was fun !!! they are small fishes n big big fishes . gila apa nk celup kaki kat ikan besar tu . no no no no .

reach home about 9.30 n watche nur kasih. lupa plak mlm tu nur kasih . then , perut mula berdangdut ! hahah ! mcm org mengantuk di sorongkan bantal . hirul ajak makan . yeaaahhhhhh !! jimat duiiitttt!!!
makan chicken chop n apple juice !! nyummy2!!

tomorow : jogging! bak kata yani lah. entah jadi entah x..

eyt ..lupa nk cerita mase otw to pavi . dlm ktm..tiba2 ada org tegur . dlm hati " sape plak ni tepuk2 bahu niii "
tenguk2!! oh my GOODDDD!!!! my syeraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!
lame gilaa x jumpaa !! i think aboutt 7 yearss x jumpa!!! muka dia still sama. sweet mcm dulu . nk snap pic tapi x mcm sardin pulak org dlm ktm tuuu..heee..
wut a coincident kan ? kereta dia rosak so kene nek ktm. kalo x mmg xkn jumpa lah kan syera kan???? mishh u!!!!

masa dlm monerel pulak , haih.. sampai2 je kt stesen imbi kot kalo x silap .boleh pulak tren ni berhenti betul2 depannn AZIZI !!!! aiyoyoyoyo !! 0_o.. segan gila mau tenguk muka dia. so buat2 tak tahu je..hahahaah

now..dah tade cite dhh..so u all..jom cleeep2!!




Friday, August 7, 2009

Aku Sakit


Bangunkan aku dari tidur panjangku


Sadarkan aku dari mimpi tentangmu

Ku salah bila ku berharap padamu

Salah ku paksa kau tuk mengagumi ku

i am listening to AKu sakit , wali band. its a sad song =(
bila dengar2 balik mmg kena lah lagu ni dgn aku sekarang.
haish. malu nk mengaku tapi meleleh2 jugak lah tadi .
Teringat banyak benda plus rindu apa nak buat dah nasib badan.

Sedar lah Irma sedar lah. bila nk sedar. haish.
tgh dengar lagi lagu ni rasa ada benda yg nk jatuh T__T
Malam ni sangat bosan bila bosan benda yang x patut layan pon jadi layan.

Tuhan tolonglah. Bantu lah hamba mu ini.


Thursday, July 30, 2009

Stressfull nite,,

Hurm.. currently at home. just arrived at serdang at 8 plus2 pm.

okay apa nak cerita now ni.. cerita dia bermula apabila hp tibe2 berbunyi msg. dlm ht dh terdetik
"erm .....ke?" bila check tguk2 betul..tapi..

situasi :

bila baca msg tuh hati tiba2 rasa jatuh muka rasa berubah kaki jadi lemah tangan jadi ketar2
rasa kecik hati pon mungkin jga tapi entah la tak dapat nk describe sebenarnya rasa apa.

HP motorola itu antara benda yang paling saya sayang. tapi keadaan tak mengizin untuk hp motorola itu berada dengan saya dlm jangka masa yg lama. erm.. sbb bukan saya punya.

tapiii masalah nya hp itu rosak berkali2 entah kenapa. tanda2 awal nak rosak masa itu ingt lagi dkt depan pintu rumah di ilmiah. letak hp tu dekat bawah sekejap sbb pintu rumah terkunci.

bila angkat tenguk2 screen hp dah blank..dalam hati "shit apahal plak ni"
masuk rumah terus charge igtkan batery habis. bila dah charge tiba2 tak boleh tutup pula,
petanda apa ni wahai motorola oi..

after berapa hari dah tahu sebab apa . hurm tak nak ingat lagi,.
tiba2 hari ni rasa benda yg sama.. sakitnya!!

terus menangis padahal seblom tuh tgh seronok main dengan blanket n prince.
masuk bilik kunci pintu lepas tu banjir sekor2. perangai macam budak 19 thun ke tu?
mungkin apabila it comes to Irma SI bodoh..hahah

apa yang berlaku selepas itu huhu biar saya saja lah yg tahu, rasa malu pon ada. biasa la perangai ni bila dah buat baru fikir
"apsal la aku g nangis . malu gle!"
bla bla bla bla..apa2 pon benda dah jadi n sekarang ni still lagi rasa berdebar2.
tak tahu apa pulak lepas ni.
kalo nak layan rasa kecik hati sampai xmas 2020 pon tak habis.

lepas dah okey skit terus sembahyang Isyak. nangis lagi.
terlalu rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu dgn hal dlu2 n terlalu takutttt dgn hal dluu.

susah senang hanya saya yang tahu. jatuh bangun hanya saya yang tahu. dalam hati dah ada banyak patern2 corak. Happy?
dah lama tak ada dlam kamus hidup saya.

apa2 pon hidup kene chill lah! x kesah la mcm2 mana gaya pon. midterm next week hari isnin. sila sedar diri.

sekian.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

MONEY

topic kita pada hari ini adalah Money. ok mula!

1 )budak2 ptptn sudah dapat duit !!! oh tidak ! saya miskin ! meminta belas ikhsan roomate jikalau roomate masih mempunyai hati manusia maka belanja lah saya =)

2) Saya memberitahu Chemark Gebu " im cursing someone" . Untuk mengelakan kemujaraban berlaku maka pada masa ini lah anda harus berfikir apa yang anda harus lakukan kepada saya.
( ditujukan kepada seseorang . harap anda menyedari. )

3) Saya perlukan Duit untuk memiliki C905a saya :((((((

4) KAkak saya yang baik berjanji ingin menjalankan process bank-in duit kepada saya. =)

5) Kerana money masih segar dalam ingatan saya mengenai semuanya . hurm..

6 ) Saya keseorangan di bilik kerana roomate lupa diri baru dapat duit merempat bilik orang.

Saya bosan bosan bosan dan bosan menunggu bilakah Money saya akan memunculkan diri,

Friday, July 24, 2009

Kahwin2!!

1. How old are you?
19 yo

2. Are you single?
yep

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
seboleh2 nya sebelum umur saya 25 dan pada ketika itu saya sudah mempunyai kerja tetap n berkereta sendiri serta bakal suami saya adalah seorang yang sangat indipendent dengan hasil titik peluh sendiri bukan dengan pertolongan ibubapa..Maka doakan saya rakan2..

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
i dont have anybody right now..haha


5. if not, who do you want to marry?
seseorang yang boleh menerima baik dan buruk saya. Jika dia menerima saya, maka saya akan menerima dia seadanya dan secara automatik saya akan menjadi seperti apa yang dia mahukan supaya saya merasa worth for him to have me..

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
tolong lihat di facebook saya ada 5 org tersenarai di situ,.haha..best man? no idea.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
a simple wedding is enuf for me..=)

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
Venice..=)

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
entire frens..

10. Will that include your ex-es?
i have lack of ec-es cuz im now oredy 19..aim kawin 25 weh..bf pon xde lg..

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
3 Only as a sign of ' I love You"

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
akad nikah would be in the morning, while reception ptg..

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
Tercipta Untuku..ungu

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
ikut keselesaan.

15. Champagne or red wine?
Fruit Punch..haha

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
days after wedding. right after wedding macam tak sempat je.

17. Money or household items?
Household items,..

18. How many kids would you like to have?
three.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
of coz..

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
anyone.

A boring Nite..

Hello...its already 3.11am n i still awake n fresh..
having a tough weeks before with lots of work n assment..argghh!!
still wondering myself if i cud achieve a good result somehow..
better work hard irma! better do!

recently..!
my Fren Bella , had an accident with a treller tanker..OMG!
we all shocked n its very lucky for the tanker not merempuh our dear WRJ..
if not..naah..not going to say here..SYUKUR.

Now im home listening to Ku ukir Indah namamu's song..
its a nice song btw..
tomorrow?
just another a boring day cz my sis is not going to be home..
i have no transport n no activities..lol..
going to fine something interesting to do..

currently..
im missing Pakcik..haha.. announce it clearly because i do miss you!
no other feeling but i just miss you..

just now i receive a msg from *****..
just a simple 3 words he said made me think till now.. im not longer your's..
i can't learn to love u as i love u before..
sometimes i hate u so much when i talked to u on phone..
i never reply you msges if u r the one who send first..
i just dont know n i keep wonder y this thing happened..

i know that i dont deserve anyone..
i want to fix myself first..
im ugly fat girl who has very low low low confident level n i need to fix that as soon as i can,.
im just happy with my girlfrens now..

i've started the new of Irma but it ended in the middle way cz i lost someone that i really care..
I really care till now..
and it has to be end now as i was spirited by Ina.
Im reading your blog dear..
i on my way as u do..
lets do it together okay?

no other wasting time n money..
i just have to control myself in everyway..
what i need now is fren..

my heart is empty n i have no feeling to anybody until one day i realise that im worth for someone..starting from that i will give him my very best in n out..
i will make him proud to have me in his life..i will lose weight..(i bet u i can do this)
i will only care for u , i will only have time for u n i will only let myself touch by u..( pergh ni gila over)

n im starting again from now on..
i hope its worth..=)

Nite ouls..

Ku Ukir Indah Namamu..

7 Pelangi - Ku Ukir Indah Namamu

If i let you go
Something had along
Forever will we go
The love is never shine

Its so hard to say
Since you far a way
Nothing got to do
The love is only end
To the end of time
I'll be missing you

Cinta kemana
Akan ku cari
Rasa cinta yang pernah ku miliki
Janji setia
Sehidup semati
Dan hanya waktu yang
Yang memisahkan kita
Namun semua
Telah berakhir untukku

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akan ku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukku
Kan ku ukir indah

If i let you go
Something had along
Forever will we go
The love is never shine

Its so hard to say
Since you far a way
Nothing got to do
The love is only you
To the end of time
I'll be missing you

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akan ku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akan ku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akan ku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

Thursday, July 9, 2009

WEDDING N WEDDING

HELLO...

NOW ITS OREDY 1:38 AM FRIDAY MORNING N I AM LISTENING TO THRILLER..ALONE!
YEAHH..STILL SEARCHING FOR MJ'S VIDEO ON YOUTUBE..I FOUND A VIDEO ABOUT HIS ADORABLE CHILDRENS N ALSO HIS PRIVATE HOME VIDEOS..
THE CREEPY VIDEO IS ABOUT MJ'S GHOST..HURM..
IN THE JERMAINE'S INTERVIEW LOOKS LIKE THERE IS REALLY2 MJ..
AND THE SHADOW IN NEVERLAND..NAAH..I THINK ITS JUST A CREW SHADOW LAH FANS.. =) ( LEARN A LOT ABOUT SHADOW IN GHOST HUNTER)

ENUF ABOUT MJ STUFF..LET HE REST IN PEACE..

YESTERDAY EVENT

9 AM : WOKE UP FOR TAX'S CLAS
10.15AM : WAKING UP MY BIKBIK AKA SAPINI
10.50 AM : GOING TO CLASS
11.30 AM : GOING BACK TO HARMONI
12 NOON - 3PM : MOVING OUT PROCESS..PHEW! FROM BLOCK C TO BLOCK A
3.30 PM : GOING BACK TO KL =)
7.30 PM : REACH SERDANG..
7.45 PM -8.30 PM : MOVING OUT PROCESS AGAIN TO PUNCAK JALIL
11 pm : REACH HOME N ONLINE =)
4.30 AM : SLEEP ZZZZZ

TODAY'S EVENT

kemas rumah n pegi mines..heee..
n now tgh online while listening to earth song by Mj..

tomorrow is the wedding frens!!!

Saturday, July 4, 2009

I'LL BE THERE

You and I must make a pact,
we must bring salvation back
Where there is love,
Ill be thereIll reach out my hand to you,
Ill have faith in all you do
Just call my name and Ill be there
Ill be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you,
Im so glad that I found you
Ill be there with a love thats strong
Ill be your strength,
Ill keep holding on
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well thats all Im after
Whenever you need me,
Ill be thereIll be there to protect you,
with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and Ill be there
If you should ever find someone new,
I know hed better be good to youcause if he doesnt,
Ill be there
Dont you know, baby,
yeah yeah
Ill be there, Ill be there, just call my name,
Ill be there
(just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)
Ill be there,
Ill be there,
whenever you need me,
Ill be there
Dont you know, baby,
yeah yeah
Ill be there, Ill be there, just call my name, Ill be there...

I LOVE THIS SONG..=) BY MICHAEL JACKSON


Saturday, June 27, 2009

HEY hey hey hey..

Hello oulss!!!!!

Today i've just checked my result..Alhamdulillah!!!
im satisfied even its not my target..im targeting for 3.67..a lil lil bit to go! haiya!
i know its imposible bcoz carrymark HR low la duh!!
but its okey bcoz i really need a good result for this sem to inspire me working harder for next sem! n im going to work harder .

i've checked my account and then i saw so many digits lahhh!!!!
seronok weyhh!!!! duit dh masukk!!
there's nothing cud describe me by now than a word HAPPY!!!!!!

As i am happy..currently im watching Geli Mat =)

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Lenka- the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

Monday, June 22, 2009

exciting event..






hello!!!
erm..hot newss!!! SAYA BARU LEPAS DICAKAR OLEH DAISY YG MENGAMOK!! DUSH2 TO DAISY!!!!!!!!




okey..now story begin..




last saturday my dad decided to bring me n nadia to nilai..pegi dusun!!! besh wowh!!
kak yong,abg zam n atie pon pg jugak..mak x g kene g kursus n yanie buzy ngn dancing2 thing..
i woke up early in the morning n had our breakfast..then kitrg grk pg HENTIAN NILAI..tunggu kwn2 ayah dekat sane




then after kawn2 ayh dah dtg..kitrg berkonvoi ke Nilai..semua ade 12 kereta..



its quiet rainy but naseb bek kejap jee...x sampai sejam pon kitrg sampai KG Machang ape tah..
lebeh kurang mcm tu lah..actually pg dusun ni sbb g mkn duriaaann!!!!
heeee...seronok gilerrrrrr...
Actually this is my first time pg dusun..atok kt Penang ade dusun tapi semua dah juaaallll!!terppakse g merempat dusun org len..sje nk rase suasane kg..then ade sorg adek staf ayah ni Bdak UNITEN..teeettt!! mane2 pon adeee jeee kwn2 ayah mak ni anak die bdak uniten*sigh* kat sane ade bykk pokok..rambutan,durian,manggis,langsat,kacang mcm2 laa..ade kandang kambing ade kolam ikan keli..(eh lupe plak..kambing2 kat sane nadia n irma dah officially kan name diorg Sapini!!) heee..jgn mrh..ade itek2 yg comell dan bersatu padu..baek sungguh!!Tuan punye dusun belanje Lunch..lauk ikan keli pedas,gulai nangka n kerabu!! terbaek wok!!! lg 1..bubur pulut hitam+durian..sedap gilerr!!! dorg ade buat ikan keli salai jugk..boleh la tahan rase diee..sedaaapp!!! 1st time mkn..dr dlu x pnh mkn ikan keli skng ni jd paveret lakkwhile eating tu sempat jugak mengusha kacang comel!! hahahah ( geng2 saya akan paham dengan maksud kacang itu)..nanti tguk dlm gmba yee..pakai baju biru..





here some pictures..

muka excited pegi dusun...







jeng jeng jeng jeng jeng...


gemok giler saye disiniiiii..haihhhh..biler nk kurus niii..

okay now spot the kacang comell!!! hahahahahahahah!!!!



itek2 yang bersatu padu...ape yg penting..KERJASAMA~




nyummy~





lepas balik dusun ni terus g anta nadia kat seremban..then mlm tu gi dinner kat Vistana..Zaza!!! i loveeeeeee youuuuuu laaaahhhh!!!!

conclusion isss..sgt seronok pd hari sabtu hr tu..dpt g dusun n g dinner..arie ahad tido 1 hari..zzzz

Friday, June 19, 2009

SURGERY

Today is my surgery day..haha
early morning my sister drop me at the clinic n i went tru all the process alone haaa..
KAK zana ( doc ass) make me a breakfast becoz i am CUTE! ahhahah..no lah..
becuz i am the first patient for that day..=)
she's cute n very kind..

Okay..lets talk about the surgery,,
actually..THis is Teeth( izit the spelling corret?) surgery..
and now i have 1 new teeth..hee..

for the past one month, im quiet worry becuz gigi berlubang in it is very2 deep..very2
so tkut dentist kate cabut je..tanak2!! xnk jd rongak..
so the solution is...

THE SURGErY!! it only take 1 hour time..
she made me a new teeth..
nice one...hahahah...
sekali tguk mmg nmpak mcm gigi asli..
but i dont have anu picture here..all the picture are with Dr.Nadzirah..
at first, i was quiet scared becuz my fren said its hurt! Gosh!
buttttt..it definely a false statement becuz it doesnt hurt at all!!!!!

huhuhuuh..so im happy today..
i dont have to brush my teethe once i ate..
but im still not cnfortable with the new one..

NAK TAHU X SEBENARNYE DAH X TAHU NK TYPE APE
OKLAH ESOK NK G KEBUN N DINNER
MARI TIDUR


Just Another Boring Post..

What is your name?
Gummybear

How old are you?
19.

When is your birthday?
2o feb.

Are you looking forward to it?
passed alredy...

Why?
cuz today is 20 june.understd?.

Are you happy?
Totally...

What makes you happiest?
myself...

Are you afraid of something?
A lot of something. Yes!

Do you live alone, or with someone else?
Nope, with the others.

Who?
Housemates.

Do you have any pets?
yea..adorable cats.

What is your favorite cartoon?
Sin Chan.

Have you ever hit a deer?
Nope.?

Do you drink?
No.

Do you prefer beer or liquor?
None.

What is your favorite non-alcoholic drink?
Lime Juice! cewah!

What kind of cell phone do you have?
Greatest Nokia n Samsung pakai buang,,

Do you like it?
sometimes..

What is the funniest word you ever heard?
word??uncounted...

Do you hate it when people call you "dear"?
Nope.blush.

To whom have you sent the most text messages?
currently im not a handphone user..=)

What did you do for new year's eve?
noting..depends..

Were there lots of picturesyeaaaa?

What is your favorite movie?
Twillight .

What is your favorite song?
currently-ello masih ada.

What concerts did you want to see in 2009?
JAson Mraz...

What is your favorite place to chill out?
Cinema watching movie.

Do you work out?
No.

Do you wear any jewelry?
Yes my rings n necklace.

What is your favorite memory of the past couple of years?
ahhh..all the memory wif Him,.

What is your goal for the year?
Complete the semester with a BIG SMILE.

What do you think about when you first wake up?
is there miscall or text msg?

Do you shower daily?
I'm in Malaysia so yes at least twice daily!

Alone?
Yes.

Have you ever eaten sushi?
Yes.

Did you like it?
yeah...

List five things you can't live without:
subuh, zuhur, asar, maghrib, isyak. Boleh tak? ahaha..

What is your best physical feature?
Brain. huh?!

What is your middle name?
do i have one?irma kot..

Do you get choked up during dramatic movies?
No.

Have you ever liked someone that all of your friends hate?
hurmm..sort of..hahah

Is there anything that you regret?
Sure there is.

Do you want children?
Absolutely yes.

How many?
I want a lot. hahahaha.

What is your favorite number?
2/8

What is your favorite sports team?
temperory- BARCALONA

What is your most over-used phrase?
yeke??.

What do you not say enough?
how much i care for u.

You and your other half?
my other half still migle outhere (tolong tampar sy laju2)

Did you get over your ex, or are you over him/her?
Yes.

Are you currently with someone?
Nope.

Do you love him/her?
Hard to describe

Who said "I love you" first?
Him.

Where?
dlm bilik..(jeng jeng jeng)

What is your most significant relationship?
hurm.

What is the most romantic thing a significant other can do?
please me just to see me smile.

Do you like pet names?
=D

Do you have any?
Yes.

Do you believe in living together before engagement/​marriage?​
Nope.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
can't remember.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i guess so!!

Does this person know you better than anyone else?
yea..u are my fren n i love u!

Would you marry this person?
huh?

Are you happy with your sex life?
I'm happy to be a female. =D

Who is "Your" band?
Him, my close friend and family. (Ramai)

What is "Your" song?
Putri Iklan.

Do you think you'll be together for a long time?
If God will.

Do you do a lot of surveys?
hurm.. only few.

Did you like this one?
just okay.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

hurm

helllooo...

rasa mcm nk tulis something but tatau nk tulis apa..
just today i feel relieve..
i miss my frens so much! bunch of much!
i wish i cud drive and see all of them..(if i cud)

yesterday im quiet sad n dispointed when reading someone's status..
arghh..i know i am not suppose to feel this way becoz at the end of the day there's nothing!
nothing! der..

oh ya! why im feeling relieve today because day by day my problem seem to be fade away!
huh..
i dont know..mybe it just my instct but my instct usually true..(proven huh)
im still sick n sick..its already a week!
i hope tomorow will be a good start for me..
nway..nadia is here.
so im not so much lonely lar..

nway..its late n i have to sleep now..
c ya!

i miss my snoogumpboogump.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

BBQ...

today's activity is BBq!!!! this morning i accmpny yanie to one of her fren's wedding at Hillpark and then we staright away go back home to prepare for the BBq..on what occsion?? hmmm..i dunno...saje2 buat.
yana n her fiance, firdaus are home..so saje2 buat la...since MY DADDY LOVE BBQ SO MUCH!
he like to do all of this stuff so thats y kak yong bought this bbq set for him..
jenuh wey nak pasang bende alah nieee..
Influented 100% by licence to grill chef.his trademark is
"HO HO HO"
so while doin this bbq..we shouted "HO HO HO" 4 many many many time..heeee.,
(berangan sat)
MY dad merinate the ayam n potatoes..
the potatoes taste really really really good okey!
togther with scallop roasted.
nyummy2!!!!
there also hot dog, prawn n ape lg eh? x ingt..
some pictuere..time ni ayam hangus!
&*^^%$$^&*!




but still taste good la.



this is mine! hee..





amatur bbq-er..haha!

so thats al..mate dh ngantuk giler2 niee..dh tertido2 dh dpn laptop..
so if ade ayat yg mcm kene pkir 10 x br nk fhm maksud die..sorry ek.,.
(bile org mamai tulis blog)


Thursday, June 11, 2009

recently..

yesterday i went home from Muadzam Vegas,..,
finished my HR paper at 11am..hurm..
boleh buat paperr tuh..hopefully dean la sem ni..Amin!

Nek kereta farah yg comel tu..kiterong berdua je.
lyn ngn sapini konvoi kerete belakang gelak2,okey kitrg tahu.
korang jeles kitrg boleh mesra2 lebeyh skett dgn keadaan kereta yg pack.hoho

btw,im not really well..so im not enjoyed the journey that i supposed to be enjoy.
pening kepale sgt2 n tekak pon skit mcm &^%$$(*%..
sampai rumah terus telan ubt n tido.pergh..serik2 nk demam lagi..

pg td mak ajak pg jumpe doctor.doc kte tekak kene infection.wowh..bacteria nie mmg suke buat org ssh taw!
bulan ni mmg keje aku g jumpe doc je.mule2 doc mate,pastu doc gigi,pastu doc bese..g jumpe doc kucing lg..hee..
nway..skng dah okey sket*wink*

Ptg td bwk safira jumpe vet..hahah..
sayangku sekalian, statusku d FB itu akan terjawab jika anda membaca blog saya..yg pregnant itu adalah safira yeee..
safira aka tampok merupakan kucing saya yang sedang nyenyak tidur di hujung sudut sana =D

of course happy but Dr.saptina kate mybe ade complication sket sbb safira ade hernia ):
mybe kene gugurkan the kitten (xmo2!! kesian) or kene selalu observ dia supaya hernia dia tidak terkeluar.esok nk pg jumpe vet lg.nk buat ultrsound kat tampok..cian baby mummy! )=

and Today is My bro's birtday!
HAAPPY BIRRTHHDAYY TOOO YOUUU!!!
SWEEEETTTTTTT 25!!!!
dah tue dah tu..(=

ok oulss..its alredy 2.25am inthe morning...
nyte~

Ello – Masih Ada

hari-hari ku lewati
hanya sendiri tanpa kekasih
tapi tetap ku nikmati
indahnya hari tanpa tambatan hati
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
reff:
aku ingin menjadi
setitik awan kecil di langit
bersama mentari
biarpun ku sendiri
tapi aku masih ada
masih ada cinta di hati

kadang aku merindukan
merindukan sentuhan
sentuhan wanita

ingin ku curahkan semua
semua hasrat di jiwa
yang t’lah lama ku pendam

repeat reff

hari-hari ku lewati
hanya sendiri tanpa kekasih
walaupun ku sendiri
tapi ku masih bisa bahagia

repeat reff

di hati, di hati, di hati


lagu yaang aku suke..hahah..n bole di kate kan it presented my life now..huhu..

wutever it is..

i mis my snoogumpboogump..


Sunday, May 24, 2009

Bintang 14 hari..

14 hari ku mencari dirimu
Untuk menanyakan dimanakah dirimu
14 hari ku datangi rumahmu
Agar engkau tahu tertatihku menunggumu

Aku kangen sama kamu
Apa kamu udah gak sayang aku

Maafkanlah aku lari dari kenyataan
Bukan karena aku tak punyai rasa sayang
Maafkanlah aku mencoba ‘tuk berlari
Karena satu hati engkau pasti kan mengerti

Kamu pacar terbaikku
Walau hanya sekejab di hatiku

Reff:
Mengapa hanya sekejab saja
Ku merasakan indahnya dengan dirimu
Mengapa hanya untaian kata
Ku rasa tiada sempurna cerita cinta kita


i like this soongg soo muchh!!!!

Monday, May 18, 2009

cremo cheesecake..+)




hyeee..its been a long time..

nothing interesting but yesterday,i made my own cheesecake..
me n yanie went to jusco n bought all the stuff..semangat ni nk buat cheesecake..
i have a recipe from Frasy..im so dem excited.

i made it together with my sister,yanie..first time buat so no expectation..
harhar..mmg xleyh harap sgt..

today..bile potong je cake tu..i realise yg cake 2 cair!
hish!..then immidietly i sms daus..
he said..mybe overbeaten or terlebey letak whipping cream..n i reply "cake ni msm sket"

then i received this..

" mcm mane ko buat nie..jgn kate ko letak lemon juice sampai sebijik?"

i replied..

" Daus, aku letak 2 biji..heee"

he replied..

"patut la pon..org gune half je ko pg gune sampai 2 biji"

erk..ko x bgtau aku awal2 pon..hahhah..
xpelah..belajar dari kesilapan..




this is my cake's looks..

next time buat confirm jadi..hahaha..
btw..yesterday also i made my own meatballs..yg tu jadi..shedap!
haahah...

ok ouls..

Monday, May 4, 2009

hollaa...

waaa..dah lame x blogging..mlas n tade mse..??
bukan xde mase..xde idea..sbb nothing interesting happen..*wink*

erm..finally..kakak aku dah kawen..*clapclap*
penat sgt2 time kenduri tue..2 hari berturut2..
ramai yg dtg..thanxx!!

to my frens yg dtg..thanx..sorry xdpt nk lyn sgt..busy kene bg doorgift..
hope understand..

sekarang kakak aku dah ade hidup baru..dah ade laki..(bile la turn aku..hmmph..)
mase ayah nikahkan kak yong..nerbes breakdown la tuh..sampai 3x..
huhauhuhuhu..

Alhamdulillah..semue selesai..ayah sebak nk lepaskan kak yong..
huu..bile ayah nagis,..kitrg pon ape lagi..drama air mate jap..huhu..
bile tguk balik video tuh..tergelak kitrg semue..
huhu..

hmm..
pasal hidup aku..xde ape..membosankan..
aku rindu die..arghh..
tapi xpela...
biarkan ape saje pasal aku kt fikiran die..aku x kisah die nk fikir aku mcm mane..
as long aku tau sape aku..aku sedar diri aku..byk kekurangan..
walaupon org xnk terime diri aku n xnk maafkan aku.xpe..aku sentiase doa moge2 1 hari terbuka hati dorng nk maafkan aku...even dah benci sgt2 sekalipon..

sedih..mmg sedih!
tapi nk buat mcm mane..punce dr diri aku..
aku x kan salahkan org lain even kadg2 skitnye hati aku ni disakitkan oleh org lain..
life let me learn a lott..

haihh..nk menagis dah byk kali menangis..
ape nk jdi dgn hidup aku..
aku harap x seteruk ape yg ade dlm fikiran aku nie..

aku dah merepek meraban dah nie..
dah ngantok..
c ya..