Stressfull nite,,

Hurm.. currently at home. just arrived at serdang at 8 plus2 pm.

okay apa nak cerita now ni.. cerita dia bermula apabila hp tibe2 berbunyi msg. dlm ht dh terdetik
"erm .....ke?" bila check tguk2 betul..tapi..

situasi :

bila baca msg tuh hati tiba2 rasa jatuh muka rasa berubah kaki jadi lemah tangan jadi ketar2
rasa kecik hati pon mungkin jga tapi entah la tak dapat nk describe sebenarnya rasa apa.

HP motorola itu antara benda yang paling saya sayang. tapi keadaan tak mengizin untuk hp motorola itu berada dengan saya dlm jangka masa yg lama. erm.. sbb bukan saya punya.

tapiii masalah nya hp itu rosak berkali2 entah kenapa. tanda2 awal nak rosak masa itu ingt lagi dkt depan pintu rumah di ilmiah. letak hp tu dekat bawah sekejap sbb pintu rumah terkunci.

bila angkat tenguk2 screen hp dah blank..dalam hati "shit apahal plak ni"
masuk rumah terus charge igtkan batery habis. bila dah charge tiba2 tak boleh tutup pula,
petanda apa ni wahai motorola oi..

after berapa hari dah tahu sebab apa . hurm tak nak ingat lagi,.
tiba2 hari ni rasa benda yg sama.. sakitnya!!

terus menangis padahal seblom tuh tgh seronok main dengan blanket n prince.
masuk bilik kunci pintu lepas tu banjir sekor2. perangai macam budak 19 thun ke tu?
mungkin apabila it comes to Irma SI bodoh..hahah

apa yang berlaku selepas itu huhu biar saya saja lah yg tahu, rasa malu pon ada. biasa la perangai ni bila dah buat baru fikir
"apsal la aku g nangis . malu gle!"
bla bla bla bla..apa2 pon benda dah jadi n sekarang ni still lagi rasa berdebar2.
tak tahu apa pulak lepas ni.
kalo nak layan rasa kecik hati sampai xmas 2020 pon tak habis.

lepas dah okey skit terus sembahyang Isyak. nangis lagi.
terlalu rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu dgn hal dlu2 n terlalu takutttt dgn hal dluu.

susah senang hanya saya yang tahu. jatuh bangun hanya saya yang tahu. dalam hati dah ada banyak patern2 corak. Happy?
dah lama tak ada dlam kamus hidup saya.

apa2 pon hidup kene chill lah! x kesah la mcm2 mana gaya pon. midterm next week hari isnin. sila sedar diri.

sekian.

MONEY

topic kita pada hari ini adalah Money. ok mula!

1 )budak2 ptptn sudah dapat duit !!! oh tidak ! saya miskin ! meminta belas ikhsan roomate jikalau roomate masih mempunyai hati manusia maka belanja lah saya =)

2) Saya memberitahu Chemark Gebu " im cursing someone" . Untuk mengelakan kemujaraban berlaku maka pada masa ini lah anda harus berfikir apa yang anda harus lakukan kepada saya.
( ditujukan kepada seseorang . harap anda menyedari. )

3) Saya perlukan Duit untuk memiliki C905a saya :((((((

4) KAkak saya yang baik berjanji ingin menjalankan process bank-in duit kepada saya. =)

5) Kerana money masih segar dalam ingatan saya mengenai semuanya . hurm..

6 ) Saya keseorangan di bilik kerana roomate lupa diri baru dapat duit merempat bilik orang.

Saya bosan bosan bosan dan bosan menunggu bilakah Money saya akan memunculkan diri,

Kahwin2!!

1. How old are you?
19 yo

2. Are you single?
yep

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
seboleh2 nya sebelum umur saya 25 dan pada ketika itu saya sudah mempunyai kerja tetap n berkereta sendiri serta bakal suami saya adalah seorang yang sangat indipendent dengan hasil titik peluh sendiri bukan dengan pertolongan ibubapa..Maka doakan saya rakan2..

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
i dont have anybody right now..haha


5. if not, who do you want to marry?
seseorang yang boleh menerima baik dan buruk saya. Jika dia menerima saya, maka saya akan menerima dia seadanya dan secara automatik saya akan menjadi seperti apa yang dia mahukan supaya saya merasa worth for him to have me..

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
tolong lihat di facebook saya ada 5 org tersenarai di situ,.haha..best man? no idea.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
a simple wedding is enuf for me..=)

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
Venice..=)

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
entire frens..

10. Will that include your ex-es?
i have lack of ec-es cuz im now oredy 19..aim kawin 25 weh..bf pon xde lg..

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
3 Only as a sign of ' I love You"

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
akad nikah would be in the morning, while reception ptg..

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
Tercipta Untuku..ungu

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
ikut keselesaan.

15. Champagne or red wine?
Fruit Punch..haha

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
days after wedding. right after wedding macam tak sempat je.

17. Money or household items?
Household items,..

18. How many kids would you like to have?
three.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
of coz..

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
anyone.

A boring Nite..

Hello...its already 3.11am n i still awake n fresh..
having a tough weeks before with lots of work n assment..argghh!!
still wondering myself if i cud achieve a good result somehow..
better work hard irma! better do!

recently..!
my Fren Bella , had an accident with a treller tanker..OMG!
we all shocked n its very lucky for the tanker not merempuh our dear WRJ..
if not..naah..not going to say here..SYUKUR.

Now im home listening to Ku ukir Indah namamu's song..
its a nice song btw..
tomorrow?
just another a boring day cz my sis is not going to be home..
i have no transport n no activities..lol..
going to fine something interesting to do..

currently..
im missing Pakcik..haha.. announce it clearly because i do miss you!
no other feeling but i just miss you..

just now i receive a msg from *****..
just a simple 3 words he said made me think till now.. im not longer your's..
i can't learn to love u as i love u before..
sometimes i hate u so much when i talked to u on phone..
i never reply you msges if u r the one who send first..
i just dont know n i keep wonder y this thing happened..

i know that i dont deserve anyone..
i want to fix myself first..
im ugly fat girl who has very low low low confident level n i need to fix that as soon as i can,.
im just happy with my girlfrens now..

i've started the new of Irma but it ended in the middle way cz i lost someone that i really care..
I really care till now..
and it has to be end now as i was spirited by Ina.
Im reading your blog dear..
i on my way as u do..
lets do it together okay?

no other wasting time n money..
i just have to control myself in everyway..
what i need now is fren..

my heart is empty n i have no feeling to anybody until one day i realise that im worth for someone..starting from that i will give him my very best in n out..
i will make him proud to have me in his life..i will lose weight..(i bet u i can do this)
i will only care for u , i will only have time for u n i will only let myself touch by u..( pergh ni gila over)

n im starting again from now on..
i hope its worth..=)

Nite ouls..

Ku Ukir Indah Namamu..

7 Pelangi - Ku Ukir Indah Namamu

If i let you go
Something had along
Forever will we go
The love is never shine

Its so hard to say
Since you far a way
Nothing got to do
The love is only end
To the end of time
I'll be missing you

Cinta kemana
Akan ku cari
Rasa cinta yang pernah ku miliki
Janji setia
Sehidup semati
Dan hanya waktu yang
Yang memisahkan kita
Namun semua
Telah berakhir untukku

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akan ku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukku
Kan ku ukir indah

If i let you go
Something had along
Forever will we go
The love is never shine

Its so hard to say
Since you far a way
Nothing got to do
The love is only you
To the end of time
I'll be missing you

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akan ku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akan ku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akan ku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

WEDDING N WEDDING

HELLO...

NOW ITS OREDY 1:38 AM FRIDAY MORNING N I AM LISTENING TO THRILLER..ALONE!
YEAHH..STILL SEARCHING FOR MJ'S VIDEO ON YOUTUBE..I FOUND A VIDEO ABOUT HIS ADORABLE CHILDRENS N ALSO HIS PRIVATE HOME VIDEOS..
THE CREEPY VIDEO IS ABOUT MJ'S GHOST..HURM..
IN THE JERMAINE'S INTERVIEW LOOKS LIKE THERE IS REALLY2 MJ..
AND THE SHADOW IN NEVERLAND..NAAH..I THINK ITS JUST A CREW SHADOW LAH FANS.. =) ( LEARN A LOT ABOUT SHADOW IN GHOST HUNTER)

ENUF ABOUT MJ STUFF..LET HE REST IN PEACE..

YESTERDAY EVENT

9 AM : WOKE UP FOR TAX'S CLAS
10.15AM : WAKING UP MY BIKBIK AKA SAPINI
10.50 AM : GOING TO CLASS
11.30 AM : GOING BACK TO HARMONI
12 NOON - 3PM : MOVING OUT PROCESS..PHEW! FROM BLOCK C TO BLOCK A
3.30 PM : GOING BACK TO KL =)
7.30 PM : REACH SERDANG..
7.45 PM -8.30 PM : MOVING OUT PROCESS AGAIN TO PUNCAK JALIL
11 pm : REACH HOME N ONLINE =)
4.30 AM : SLEEP ZZZZZ

TODAY'S EVENT

kemas rumah n pegi mines..heee..
n now tgh online while listening to earth song by Mj..

tomorrow is the wedding frens!!!

I'LL BE THERE

You and I must make a pact,

we must bring salvation back

Where there is love,

Ill be thereIll reach out my hand to you,

Ill have faith in all you do

Just call my name and Ill be there

Ill be there to comfort you,

Build my world of dreams around you,

Im so glad that I found you

Ill be there with a love thats strong

Ill be your strength,

Ill keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter

Togetherness, well thats all Im after

Whenever you need me,

Ill be thereIll be there to protect you,

with an unselfish love that respects you

Just call my name and Ill be there

If you should ever find someone new,

I know hed better be good to youcause if he doesnt,

Ill be there

Dont you know, baby,

yeah yeah

Ill be there, Ill be there, just call my name,

Ill be there

(just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)

Ill be there,

Ill be there,

whenever you need me,

Ill be there

Dont you know, baby,

yeah yeah

Ill be there, Ill be there, just call my name, Ill be there...

I LOVE THIS SONG..=) BY MICHAEL JACKSON