gloomy..

arghhh..im such a sensitive gurl!!
hmmm..today,againnnn..i noe about something that i shudnt noe
or in a simple way..i dont need to noe..buttt..its good to noe bcoz i will think again n over again n hibernate..
i think its too much for me n for them..
i can't be selfish n at the same time i can't be unfair to myself..
its really makes me down..its really makes me sad..
n im going to try harder to calm me and forget everything happened.
seriusly i do miss my real lyfe..
i will considers someone's advice to me..
"ima,cuti ni pk lah baik2..mungkin ssh sbb die dkt dpn mate,jgn terlalu mudah pecya dkt org lain,kite kne pk untuk diri sndri"
i noe..its not easy for me..but i'll try to back off..
alredy done with one step..its all up to her..im a person who forgive n forget easily..

will b right back!